It’s Saturday as I write this and I’m sitting in Tomkins Park in Calgary, Alberta listening to a band called the Wine Soaked Preachers. They’re local and very good.
I have a note pad and a pen with me and I’m thinking about a post I read this morning by Inner angels and enemies where the writer asked some very thought-provoking questions.
My Favourite question was, “If you had access to one return trip in a time machine, how would you use it?”
Today, in long-hand, I will attempt to answer this question as if I’m really going back in time.
I step into the time machine having made my destination choice…
…I appear on a road that leads to a lake, a lake that is so big it seems like a sea.
A lone man sits by the lake. Is he meditating, thinking?
I watch him from a distance and wonder if he knows I’m there.
I have so many questions for him, so many things I want to ask him, but I know by the size of the crowd that has slowly been gathering around him, I might only get the chance to ask one.
I can’t quite hear what he is saying so I move a bit closer. I’m standing on the outer edge of the crowd that has started growing exponentially larger by the second. So much so, that people are pressing against him.
He stands and speaks to a man who nods and leads him to a boat that is anchored close to shore.
The once lone man steps into the boat and continues speaking in a language I’ve never heard but for some reason I now understand.
He’s saying something about farming and planting seeds – but I know his story has a deeper meaning.
My mind drifts back to why I’m here… I need to pick a question…there are so many flashing through my mind. How can I pick just one? As each question passes through my mind, I dismiss it as not worthy enough, not important enough.
“I tell you the truth…” His voice draws me out of my thoughts… ”there are many who have wished that they could see what you’re seeing and hear what you’re hearing right now.”
I look around; the crowd has become overwhelmingly and unbearably huge.
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Wait…
is he looking at me?
No, he can’t be.
Yes! He’s looking right at me.
His eyes are both intensely severe and soft. His jaw line is hard and yet he exudes… he’s spilling over with kindness and love.
The crowd suddenly blocks my view of him completely. I realize now that I won’t be able to ask him even one question.
Just behind me to my left, there’s a large rock and I head toward it and sit down.
I sigh – a deep sigh.
I did not get to ask a question.
But I’ve read so much about him and now I’ve even seen him – Wow!
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And suddenly he’s there…
standing behind me.
His hand on my shoulder.
“What’s your question, Diana?”
Every question I have ever had seems strangely trivial now.
I’m just so happy…
no I’m ecstatic to be here in his company.
He walks around and sits beside me. I look at him. There’s nothing about his appearance that sets him apart.
I mean he’s not excessively good-looking or anything, but he is so beautiful to me.
I tentatively lay my head on his shoulder, a tear rolls down my cheek and together we watch the sun as it dips below the horizon.
It would be so amazing if you decide to choose a question and write your answer in a post.
Check out Connecting with Questions and let your imagination go.
I can’t wait to read it!
Alexis said:
Hey there would you mind sharing which blog platform
you’re working with? I’m looking to start my own blog soon but I’m having a hard time deciding between BlogEngine/Wordpress/B2evolution and Drupal. The reason I ask is because your layout seems different then most blogs and I’m looking for something completely unique.
P.S My apologies for being off-topic but I had
to ask!
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dianasschwenk said:
Hi Alexis, I’m using wordpress with the MistyLook theme. Good luck with your blog!
Diana
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newsofthetimes said:
Beautiful story!! Sounds like the perfect place to revisit with the time machine!
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dianasschwenk said:
Thanks. It was fun to think and write about!
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thisislemonade said:
Beautiful Diana. I needed to read this today – thanks for sharing! I’m definitely in a place when I really don’t even know the questions let alone the answers. I hope you don’t mind if I take a seat on the other side of that rock. I just need to be there too.
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dianasschwenk said:
sit right down, there lots of room! 🙂
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dianasschwenk said:
This made my day. Thank you!
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mindfuldiary said:
Ate every word. Want some more!!! You can’t leave people wanting more, like this! 😀 Good,good one Diana! Let me think about the question for a while..will be back with it.
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dianasschwenk said:
(smiling) cannot wait to see what you come back with!
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elizabeth2560 said:
Diana, I think you should alter your sub-title to ‘igniting the power and passion and thinking in others’ ……. after all the power and the passion begin with our thoughts and you have this gift for taking us on that first step.
So in answer to YOUR question (the one about the time machine) my mind took me back to several times in my life when I have been at complete peace – walking in the forest, walking along a deserted beach, and spending some time in the desert. All of those times when I was contended and at peace I was alone in my head. All of those times I was surrounded by nature. All of those times I was able to shut out the hurrying of everyday life and the tricks of the mind in thinking that there were issues to be dealt with and things to be done. I was able to simply live the moment in the wondrous spot that I was at and be at peace. Then as the thought processes continued I thought to myself ‘do I actually have to go back in a time machine to take me there again (to peace and contentment)?’ The answer of course was ‘No’. SO there was this epiphany in my mind. I can be at a place of peace and contentment. Now I am thinking that I can go there again. I can go there today and I can go there tomorrow and I can go there the next day. ….. and the day after that.
Thanks for bringing this to me …….
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dianasschwenk said:
Wow thank you for your kind encouragement and then for sharing your thought process – amazing stuff!
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Wyrd Smythe said:
I’ve been pondering this since you posted it. Maybe I’m selfish or thinking too small, but I keep thinking I’d go back to one of those points in my own life when my actions caused (unintended, I assure you) damage (of the emotional type) to others. Poor and/or stupid choices leading regretted results. I’d like to go back and smack myself in the head hoping to pound some sense into it.
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dianasschwenk said:
It can be tricky though, because say if we did something not so nice but it totally changed the direction of someone’s life for the good. For example, maybe we got someone fired and then they got this awesome job with more pay and it is was work that they totally love…we you see the point…
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dianasschwenk said:
I thought I replied to this…I did reply and it disappeared? The gist was I’m not sure I would want to correct past behaviour because it may have led to something good anyway…like say I got someone fired. Bad me. But what if they then got a better job that they loved with double the salary? If I go back and change what I did, will they still be at the job they hated??
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Wyrd Smythe said:
WordPress seems to get a little wonky with the comments sometimes. A couple of times I commented on blogs, and the comment didn’t “take” only to show up days later. (That wasn’t due to it being moderated.) At least once, the comment seems to have vanished forever! [shrug]
Yeah, I do know what you mean. I suppose it’s wishful thinking to imagine we could undo the damage we sometimes cause, and maybe our actions actually turned out to lead to better results than we imagined.
And, of course, time travelers have to be very careful about stepping on any butterflies….
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dianasschwenk said:
Tricky stuff that time traveling!
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dianasschwenk said:
and now’s it back (rolling my eyes)
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joannerambling said:
Where would I go I don’t know if I had only one trip it would be so hard to decided so I don’t know if I would like to have the chance………..
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dianasschwenk said:
It would be tough indeed, but I think I would still like the opportunity. But I hear you, even in this exercise it was tough to choose and it wasn’t a real possibility!
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artsifrtsy said:
Sounds like home…I like where you went and would probably go somewhere similar, although if I were to choose to drop in on my Mom as a young woman I know he would understand.
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dianasschwenk said:
yeah it’s tough picking just one trip because I thought of family too. (in the past or in the future)
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mrs fringe said:
Lovely. Where I would go and what I would ask are questions that require some thought. Hmm…
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Wyrd Smythe said:
[applauding] Very nicely done, Diana! Very nicely done!
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dianasschwenk said:
[Taking a bow] Thanks!
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The Water Bearer said:
WOW! I am so thrilled you wrote such a wonderful answer to that question…How moving and loving it is,…So true, all questions do seem unimportant when you’re happy enough to ‘not know’ while waiting in faith for the answers that are sure to come. Simply being in His presence is more fulfilling than all the knowledge in the world!! Thank you for sharing that fabulous answer in such a beautiful way! Blessings to you Dear Sister! 🙂 xx
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dianasschwenk said:
Thanks for your kind words and for inspiring this post with your potent question! I hope others will choose to answer one of the questions like would you give up your arms to grow wings – brilliant!
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The Water Bearer said:
Your post has inspired me to put my own answers up. I think I will have to make it a separate post too…Link it up with your fabulous answer 😉
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dianasschwenk said:
I can’t wait to read it!
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jmgoyder said:
This is totally amazing and beautiful, Diana – thank you. It has also inspired me to deal with my today’s challenges with teenage son who, as you know is part angel part devil with this kind of question – brilliant!
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dianasschwenk said:
Thanks for your encouragement Julie. Questions are a powerful motivator for me. I wish you much wisdom in your relationship with your son. Hugs. Diana
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Louise G. said:
Wow — what a powerful story Diana. I must ponder your question. I have my ‘mentors’ who are my internal balcony people, like Madeline Albright and Marco Polo who cheer me on, but I don’t need to meet them, I ‘know’ them :). So… I’ll ponder.
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dianasschwenk said:
I would love to hear where you would go and who you would meet Louise!
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cyclingrandma said:
When introducing my book (http://www.amazon.com/On-Trail-Ancestors-Cowboys-America/dp/1468123920/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1333025249&sr=1-1) to students, I ask them to write about someone they wish they could meet from history, famous or just family. It was a great way to get them into the idea of this man riding his horse across the country to honor the heros from Black History that no one knows about. I usually wrote with them and always wrote that I’d want to meet my grandparents when they were young and had to leave their homes in Eastern Europe to travel, without any English or money, to the US.
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dianasschwenk said:
Awesome, I did think about visiting my parents when they were kids during WWII in Germany. Or going further back to meet relatives no one remembers. I will check out your link after work. Happy Wednesday!
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